Chaos.
Oh my God, i looked yesterday evening news, i was in horrified, poor Japan, poor people, how many died ..
oh, what is happening, it's as a real footage from the movie 2012, all of this nightmare is now in reality, what will happen next? If this is all true and the world will perish, like dinosaurs 150 years ago because of a meteorite?! And if the Maya were right, and they tried to warn us that we have done something in advance and prepare for the worst, and tried to influence & change our destiny?
I'm afraid, and my faith in God dried up, as a water. i know, that scientists have denied everything and assured everyone that it's not true, and everything will be fine, but, why i have a feeling that it's all a lies, the authorities something to hide from us ? - i can not sleep now normal. i have too many questions and no, no correct answer, that would justify all of my anxiety. If humanity destined to perish in the flames, or better yet, or in tsunami, or icebergs thaw & will flood the land oh and so on. . .
I don't want to die, i'm so young for this & i don't wanted such a "terrible happy end" my life. i did nothing and did not complete my things on this earth has, i not passed the way, i not conquer the summit dreamboat in real life. This feeling, that overwhelms me now. the limit of the explosion in my heart,want to scream of pain, to realize that can happens, it's thought does not leave me ...
i to ponder over the meaning of life, as selflessly all live, all measured in: money, sex, drugs and murder, rules a other stereotypes and so on. i will not continue to write about it, it makes no sense. that's what rules the world right now, everything goes in circles. The meaning of life lost many generations ago, 21 century, it's festering century.
"Jesus Christ died for our sins, to redeem us, but people are not atoned for his hopes."
Oh my God, i looked yesterday evening news, i was in horrified, poor Japan, poor people, how many died ..
oh, what is happening, it's as a real footage from the movie 2012, all of this nightmare is now in reality, what will happen next? If this is all true and the world will perish, like dinosaurs 150 years ago because of a meteorite?! And if the Maya were right, and they tried to warn us that we have done something in advance and prepare for the worst, and tried to influence & change our destiny?
I'm afraid, and my faith in God dried up, as a water. i know, that scientists have denied everything and assured everyone that it's not true, and everything will be fine, but, why i have a feeling that it's all a lies, the authorities something to hide from us ? - i can not sleep now normal. i have too many questions and no, no correct answer, that would justify all of my anxiety. If humanity destined to perish in the flames, or better yet, or in tsunami, or icebergs thaw & will flood the land oh and so on. . .
I don't want to die, i'm so young for this & i don't wanted such a "terrible happy end" my life. i did nothing and did not complete my things on this earth has, i not passed the way, i not conquer the summit dreamboat in real life. This feeling, that overwhelms me now. the limit of the explosion in my heart,want to scream of pain, to realize that can happens, it's thought does not leave me ...
i to ponder over the meaning of life, as selflessly all live, all measured in: money, sex, drugs and murder, rules a other stereotypes and so on. i will not continue to write about it, it makes no sense. that's what rules the world right now, everything goes in circles. The meaning of life lost many generations ago, 21 century, it's festering century.
"Jesus Christ died for our sins, to redeem us, but people are not atoned for his hopes."
